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It’s the worst feeling ever, knowing that you have about a million and a half things burried deep inside of you that you need to get out, and talk about. But it’s even worse knowing that you have absolutely no way of getting them out, or anyone to tell them to. People use the word “demons” to describe the little secrets that we all have about ourselves…the ones that we don’t let out, but it’s really fucking scary when you finally realize that they are just that. Simple, metaphorical creatures that burrow their way into your mind and heart, and infest them with the worst of thoughts. They never go away. No matter how hard you try, they’ll always be there. Some of us are just better at keeping them contained than others. I’m one of the others. I feel like nothing that I do or say will make them stop, or make them go away. They just dig deeper and deeper, reaching the places that even I haven’t been in years. Bringing back old memories that I’ve worked so long to repress. Making me think and feel things that I haven’t thought in forever. I just need someone to exorcise my demons, someone to make them go away, if not forever, then long enough for me to find myself again. Is that really too much to ask? #personal #rant #depression #blah #shitty day #fuck my life I think I’m going to go smoke a cigarette and call it a night from the computer. Goodnight Tumblr!
Okay…I really hate this about myself.
I have become way too emotional about some of the stupidest shit ever. I seriously need to learn how to let stuff go, when it’s not a big fucking deal. I hate that I’ve become this way. I used to be so carefree, and now I freak out over the simplest of things. Well fuck that. No more, I say…No more! #personal #rant #self-improvement #me
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I am entirely way too bored.
I’m currently sitting at my brother’s house, waiting for him to get off of work, staring at the same screen on the computer for minutes on end. The only highlight to the whole situation is the fact that one of his cats is curled up on my lap, keeping me company. :) #bored #cat #waiting #yeah |
Where, oh where to begin. My name is Jeremy. I'm 23 years old, currently residing in Michigan. I like music, cool pictures, and anything else that seems interesting to me. I usually just post random stuff that I find and like while browsing my dash. I do not take credit for anything that I post, unless I say otherwise. If you like what I blog, feel free to follow me. Also, if you want to get to know me, don't be afraid to ask questions.
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